Good morning tumblr. I am so tired I’ve been up since before six, and it took me forever to get to sleep last night. =/ So yeah I look out of it because I am. I’m in my pjs and haven’t done anything to make myself look presentable and my dad is gonna be here in 6 minutes to pick me up for breakfast!
Today I’ll be with Colton then he is coming to see me in the play All In The Timing. I’m so excited he will be there!!!! The play was amazing last night..I’m still on my high from that. And I’m jamming to Cobra Starship, just thought I’d let you all know that.
I can’t wait to spend the day with Colton! Time to go get dressed.
Me and Henry watching Boston Legal. <3 Henry is my giraffe from Colton. My stuffed giraffe that is. I also have Tots the giraffe, but he’s plastic. lol.
Henry is amazing, almost as amazing as Colton. He is super cute and cuddly and soft! And he loves Boston Legal!!
Colton and I on the bus on friday. He makes me so fucking happy. We are so insanely cute together. I love him the most.
I decided to upload some of the photography I’ve done that I really like. So feel free to check out my flickr. I have portraits I’ve taken and other stuff. Comments would be awesome!!!
I drew this is corel paint shop for Colton!! I couldn’t sleep and thought I’d draw him a picture. I think it turned out pretty good. I love you babe, and I’ll miss you like crazy this weekend. I wish I was with you to make you feel better.
haven’t invented a pill for this disease. Clearly, they’re in the business of selling sickness. If there was a profit to be made, they would make it. And with an estimated gay population of over 10 million in the U.S. alone, there’s certainly a big enough market. Could it be that they can’t cure it? Well, not to worry. If Big Pharmaceutical can’t do it, maybe Big Religion can. And they are. They’re the ones who coined the term, “Same-Sex Attraction Disorder.” It’s a very good name. Very important, a good name. It’s a crucial first step in disqualifying homosexuals as a segment of the population and categorizing them as a disease. Makes homosexuals seem less like people and more like the flu. And with terrible, awful symptoms, but curable, and therefore less concerning when it comes to things like an individual’s rights: freedom, privacy, marriage. Big Religion is very concerned with marriage. Big Religion is the one filling the pockets of Congress. It actually got them to propose a Constitutional ban on gay marriage. Think about that. A governmentally imposed, systematic prejudice against a class based on their sexual orientation. Never mind that one of the most trusted evangelical advisors to the President was himself having a homosexual affair on the side. Never mind that one of our Congressmen was writing naughty e-mails to his teenage male pages. Isn’t it just a disease? And I thought it was curable. That’s what they told me down at the church. Well, you can legislate against it. You can give it a clever name and treat people for it. You can shut your eyes, have sex with your wife, and pretend it all feels right. You can join the church and swear to be celibate. You can drive around on a Saturday night with a baseball bat and try to beat it out of some poor soul you happen to meet. You can even come to this courtroom and testify as to your new leaf and how well it’s all working. What a miracle! My only response is: Give it time. We’ll see. Meanwhile, this company took $40,000 from my client, promising to cure him of his gayness. Only in America! Only in a country that overtly and notoriously celebrates its prejudice against a class of people by proposing Constitutional amendments. God bless us all! Home of the brave! Shame on you. Couldn’t you have at least offered a money-back guarantee, and thrown in a blender? ”
I can't sleep..
I feel like shit and I have for the past couple of days and its just getting worse…but I can’t sleep. My head is killing me and I’ve taken meds but nothings helping. I’m shaking too. Last night I couldn’t stand at work and I felt like I was going to pass out so I went home early and went to bed. I felt better today for a while..but now I feel worse than I have the whole time I’ve been sick. I’m so nauseous too.
Colton is sick. He has slept all day and I haven’t gotten to talk to him all day and I miss him like crazy!!!! I just want to be there taking care of him. Plus talking to him makes me feel better..and I really wish I could talk to him right now..because I feel so bad I just want to cry..but it hurts too much to cry.
Ugh..I want Colton and I want sleep…and right now I neither and it sucks.
I haven't posted in a while...
I know I haven’t posted in a while..I’ve just been doing a lot of shit. Guh Colton wrote me the cutest most amazing post yesterday!! It made me soo happy. I love him sooo much.
He is still sick and I hate being without him at school. It sucks so much. All I want to do is be with him. When he isn’t at school I kind of just drudge through the day its really hard to be without him especially at school. I feel empty and pointless and all I want is to curl up with him. Instead of being around all these other people. I miss him so much and being without him is one of the hardest things ever.
He makes me so insanely happy. I don’t know what I’d do without him and I am sooo lucky to have him. He makes me smile so much. And I can’t wait till Saturday to spend Halloween with him!! Its gonna be awesome. I can’t wait until after I turn 18 and nothing can get in our way, or at least a lot less.
"Good", he says stroking his Mario mustache
So today is tacky day at school, part of our spirit week. I didn’t really do anything tacky. Anyway!! Not the point. Miles, one of Colton’s friends had sticker Mario mustaches, he gave one to Colton. When Colton put it on I couldn’t stop laughing, and I couldn’t bring myself to kiss him at first.
While sitting in English class reading MLIAs I realized why. Its not because he has a creepy mustache on (that is very Colton) its because the ends were sticking up. Once he stuck the whole thing to his face it was all good. I almost started giggling uncontrollably in class. I love Colton so much. He makes me smile and laugh more than anyone else.
He is perfect for me, we fit so perfectly together in every single way! And he just makes my life so much better. So I thought I’d post about him. <3
Today, first period. I’m kind of in love with my shirt. It says “sex ed” in glittery sparkles!!! Its for Planned Parenthood, I’m a peer educator there.
I’m feeling pretty good today, Colton is wearing a Mario mustache. Its silly, and creepy but he never fails to make me laugh.
Nerd love again!
- Me: I had to post that on tumblr..
- Colton: lol cool
- Me: Hehe..yes. I needed to share even though probably nobody will read it..
- Colton: I did
- Colton: and you see if we had used axiomatic development we would have avoided a circualr argument and also if something would have gone wrong we would have known why
- And it continues. <3 This is just one reason why I love him so fucking much!!
Et hem. Nerd love.
- Me: No you don't. Tell me. Seriously. If you know tell me. I want to know your theory..
- Me: and if you don't tell me your theory I don't believe you know!
- Colton: I cant tell you I gotta to pretend I dont know though
- Me: but I haven't started so if you do know you can tell me right now..
- Me: because then you'll have to wait and see if I actually do it or not..
- Colton: I cant tell you
- Me: ugh. Circular arguments!
- Colton: Lol this is why we need to use axiomatic development
- Me: XD XD XD
- Me: I love you.
- Colton: I love you too
- This is just one of the reasons I looooove Colton.
Period 3, the lifestyle. This is my teachers profile picture on facebook, and I’m in it!! Its pretty awesome.
Having a free period with Mr. Bell is awesome.
I’m feeling better. I love my school. Its like my safe place. Yay for being happier!!! =)
Colton makes me smile, I heard him talking in geometry when I took this picture.
Eh. I feel blah. Oh well. Such is life I guess. Just kind of got a lot of shit on my plate.
But Colton is always there to make me smile. So I know everything will be ok.
